Okay, so this morning i just felt like i have reached my point. i tired, finished, done!!!! I am feeling like I am soooo OVER my hair right now.......I know I know I know , I am suppose to LOVE my hair and be proud and then some of you might be saying Natalie you don't know what you want to do, one day you miss/love your natural hair then others you giving up on it". well o h w e l l, say what you want I am very frustrated with my hair. I mean yes it has some growth to it but no hang time and technically i have been natural for a year + now and still NOOOOO hang time.
okay lets talk about how I spend literally hours twisting, braiding or whatever setting my hair at night no matter how tired i am only to wake up in the morning to no definition, no curl no nothing but a cottony-looking bush of a mess. okay so then i say ok let me do some two-strand twists, thats a good low-manipulation style right.....WRONG, my thin, fine, sparsely looking hair, every time be all scalp-y, meaning not full at all you can see ALL my scalp. and OMG shrinkage like really come on now and OH i know i am gonna get shunned by the natural hair police about this but~
I DON'T LIKE SHRINKAGE, nah there i said it!!! .............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................**sigh**
as stated in the title this is just a rant.....me and Jazmine will live to see another day, another style.
no, so seriously there are only a couple of things i want to try before completely throwing in the towel. and even in that please understand, throwing in the towel does not mean getting a perm because honestly my hair did nothing with a perm , i mean nothing wouldn't hold a curl or style to save your life soooooo, no perm..........so what does it mean........**ponders**.......uhmm I'll get back to yall on that.
But anyway i am currently contemplating blow drying my hair ( which i have NEVER done since being natural) and trying my twist-outs, braid-outs on blowned out hair and seeing what kind of results i get from there. also my sister is wanting to try out some products she got for straightening hair on my hair, still praying about that one.the crazy thing about it is i am more so afraid that it'll be all straight and THIN and FRAIL looking .
already in fear that my hair is already damaged and i just cant recognize it, thus leading me to my other thought of going to a professional natural hair stylist, i have at least two in mind if and when i ever come up with the money :-/
soooo anywhooo that's that, if you have any comments, tips or anything on successfully blow drying and/or straightening my hair please feel free to leave a comment below!!!
~~Hair Peace Luvs~
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